For some reason, I don't want to be deleted.

It just occured to me that I haven't xanga'd (is that a verb?) in a long time. 

So, here's the update.  I'm a teacher.  I love it and hate it and ultimately hope it's temporary.  (as in, a few years temporary)

I'm still single (I know, you're not shocked or surprised), but as a new twist, I've become a creepy girl.  That isn't intentional, I'm just very very talented apparently.  It's cool though.  I've decided that I won't change who I am for anyone.  I mean, think about it...if I was created this way on purpose (which I think I was as I was knit together in my mother's womb and all), then there is already a plan for my Mr. Right.  (Not to get all Derek Webb, but I don't think He plans the ends and not the means.)  So, if I try to be something or someone else, I'm just running away from whatever I'm meant to have and what, ultimately, will make me the most happy.  Maybe I'm just trying to justify my wierd girl status...who knows.  I'm happy.

That's a new development.  I am happy after spending a long while being miserable and feeling sorry for myself.  Thank goodness, those days are gone, and my spark is returning.  I'm not sure what this means, and I really don't know what it's going to do with my career, but I'm embracing it.

Whew.  I promise I'm not high on anything...maybe caffiene...

I miss lots of you guys tons, and would love to hear from you!

I'm still alive...I just don't have much to say.

Listen to the music at this website:
http://www.myspace.com/levismith
(especially the first song listed)